The devil will creep out in any form of man, huslter, college boy and even one who claims to be God fearing
But one day I stopped answering
Very strategically he placed his decoys in front of me, my mind is playing tricks on me
Rarely showing face in the day where I could distinguish from a lie and the truth
I used to give up too much of myself for you
Free spirit
That’s soo ironic because with you I never been free
Convincing myself this would somehow validate me
Superficial touches, kisses that meant nothing
I was robbing myself of my royalty
Now I know a lot better than to part these knees unless a man is willing to get down on one of his to make me his Queen
I overcame, not even ashamed because a lot of women take the ish without the porcelain
I sat down with the old me saying "I love you too much to let you hurt me, us" I found the true meaning of trust
See love doesn’t come when your intertwined in sheets
It’s more mental than physical, when your physical your mind stops working, thoughts off the clock
Love doesn’t show its face freely to baritones in your ear changing every thought of yourself
When you lay down you take on every spirit that occupies their body and you wonder why your thoughts dont sleep
Wanting to be loved, well now you got more than you bargained for
So now there are a million glass hearts suspended in air
One absent minded action will send them crashing to the ground
You can be just as beautiful without ever having to be touched
Precious artifacts belong behind glass anyway
Never to be broken, smeared or lose its value
I’d rather be harder to get and called stuck up, changed, or think I am too good
Because I AM
And so are all of you
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